1 - Help!!!!

I am 38. Since a week or so. I live in Tallinn. I am Italian. I am single. I am too fat: 84 Kg. I am not good looking. I feel lonely. To put it clearly I am a mess. I need to improve, do something. First thing I thought of is ask for help. I know I can't make it alone. I need friends, support, advices, anything really. Tjis is another reason for me to open a blog, a new facebook account, where I can share my efforts, my ideas, with someone else. If nobody is going to read this, comment or help, it means I will have to do it myself. I hope not!